For the past couple weeks I’ve been getting a lot of emails about how I haven’t really been updating the blog… The past month or so has been pretty hectic for me. I’ve been looking into lots of colleges while also maintaining a pretty steady (monogamous) relationship with a guy I’ve referred to in previous posts as “my main top.” Yes, believe it or not we are monogamous. He’s pimped me out to his friends in the past but as of now we are exclusive. I know I’m going to get so much shit for staying with one person but for the first time in my life I’ve met someone who actually makes me want to be with him and only him. Do I still get an itching for taking anon loads every now and then? Definitely. But as of lately I’ve felt like I’m so much happier being with just this one guy.
Just to clear the air, the only reason I never mentioned this in the past is because I honestly had no idea what to make of it. I had never had strong feelings toward a guy like this before (strong emotional feelings at least) and I didn’t think that anything serious would ever happen between us. So I kept my mouth shut and, for the most part, just wanted to see how things played out. It’s safe to say at this point that things are in fact serious and we are both in agreement that we are happy with one another, and only one another.
So what’s in store? I honestly don’t know. This could not be a crazier time in my life but I love it all the same. I’ve been maintaining contact with a local Daddy for the past few weeks and he has actually been an amazing mentor in so many different aspects. Yes, I do want to take a deep breeding from him and he wants to give me one, but he is totally aware of my situation right now and understands even though he would “like it better to have some fuckhole submissive-boy ass-lips wrapped around my raw cock” (his words, not mine). He’s extremely experienced in all things having to do with fucking and has actually taught me a lot through the phone calls and chatting that we’ve done. He’s a genuinely good guy on top of being unbelievably sexy…very tall, very hairy, very dominant, the whole nine yards.
I would love to continue updating this blog but I wouldn’t know what to write about. I know you all love the stories about my experiences with different men but those are obviously going to be cut short… Let me know if you have any ideas, and if you would like me to continue updating the blog on various different subjects. Getting emails and knowing that you guys read my stuff is what really drives me to keep writing.
rawTOP jumping in here… I’m the one that suggested the blog and set it up for him. I always knew there would come a day when he wouldn’t contribute here, but I thought it would be when he hit 20. If any of you reading this are teens who like to take loads, contact me (rawtop@yahoo.com) and I’ll set it up so you can be part of the blog. Ideally there would be 2 or 3 of you and you’d sorta compete a bit to see who can be the biggest cumhole.
mike
12 Apr 10 at 1:25 am
Hooray!
I hope it works out
mark
12 Apr 10 at 12:40 pm
All I can say is congratulations – I really do hope that it works out for you. A butt full of cum is one thing but a touch of love is something that will last far longer – best of luck.
rawTOP
12 Apr 10 at 12:45 pm
Personally, I’m skeptical… “Relationships” at that age almost never last and I’m afraid he’ll pick his college to be near his boyfriend when he should be picking the best college for him personally. Or he’ll waste prime years in a long-distance relationship that he’ll look back on and regret.
I think he should be a slut during his college years and then settle down once he’s picked a career and a city to work in…
But that’s just me…
sigs
12 Apr 10 at 5:49 pm
I’m glad for you. As much as we all like reading about the barebacking, I’m glad your with someone monogamously now and hopefully staying HIV-.
TeenCumhole
12 Apr 10 at 5:58 pm
@rawTOP – There’s nothing to be skeptical about. I’ll be attending school in the fall at a college that is far from him, and we are both on the same page in regards to that. Again, we’re only in the beginning stages of our relationship but as far as I’m concerned there’s no better way to spend my “prime years” than to spend them crazy in love. I’ve had fun being a slut in the past, and maybe I’ll be one again later in life. Who knows. All I know is I’m happy and that’s enough for me.
TeenCumhole
12 Apr 10 at 6:00 pm
@mark – Thanks. I’m glad you guys understand. I was honestly expecting a ton of comments about how monogamy sucks and I should just whore myself around (which is fun, but right now it’s just not happening).
Jnk Nswt
12 Apr 10 at 6:37 pm
Yay! Congratulations!
Suggestiong: write about your sex with your guy. I’m sure it won’t be boring!
Jnk Nswt
12 Apr 10 at 6:48 pm
That word was ’suggestion’. What ’suggestiong’ might be I can’t say. Sounds like a place in Australia.
DramaFree
12 Apr 10 at 7:06 pm
Too much drama!
gphbk
13 Apr 10 at 9:24 am
I don’t want to put monogamy on a pedestal, but do whatever feels right for you. Personally I think you should keep posting stories about your sexcapades – monogamous or not.
frickin frack
15 Apr 10 at 1:21 am
Good for you but seriosuly, do you know how incredibly stupid you sound at eighteen years old saying you “never felt like this for a guy before”? Well, no fucking kidding, you haven’t. When would you have had the chance to? you just barely probably started having feelings instead of urges seeing as how from your posts we can infer that youre not on the brighter, more evolved side of life. I mean seriously, you decided to be ” a cum hole,” before you ever tried anything else, dumb dumb. You know youre still really young and need to focus on experiencing life, not just beeing bred deep.
TeenCumhole
15 Apr 10 at 7:52 pm
@frickin frack – Well, I don’t think it’s fair to say I sound “stupid.” I didn’t mean to imply that I have a ton of experience… I was saying that at my age these feelings are new to me, so yes, I’ve never felt like this before. As for me not being on the “brighter, more evolved side of life,” I’m not sure which side that is, but if you could point me in the right direction I would greatly appreciate it. On a separate note, I like how you leave me a comment basically talking down to me and making me sound dumb despite the fact that you spelled “being” as “beeing.” And if you find me that annoying then stop reading my blog at 1:30 in the morning.
Sorry guys, some people are just fucking retarded.
frickin frack
15 Apr 10 at 9:10 pm
Typing “being” as “beeing” by no way denotes my intelligence. Rather, it makes me a poor typist. However, for you to think that being the receptive partner in a homosexual relationship means that you have to be completely submissive and a “cum receptacle” means you have a really antiquated, Roman and unevolved sense of sexuality. I would say the evolved side of life begins with seeking knowledge rather than loads. You know, ideas and concepts that are found in books, not in the craigslist men 4 men section. Does that point you in the right direction? Furthermore, I feel I have every right to berate a person who is not ignorant to the dangers of their practices because you know the risk you are running by having unprotected sex with multiple men, but who is stupid because you do it anyway. I am sure you’re mother would be so proud of her little teen cumhole and once you get AIDS as you surely will, have you given any thought to how you will pay for the extremely expensive meds that it will take to extend your life for years? Probably not as I am sure the only thing you’ve considered is that somebody told you “it’s not the death sentence it once was.” Well enjoy your blown out butthole while anybody else still wants it, “retard”
TeenCumhole
15 Apr 10 at 9:24 pm
@frickin frack
I don’t have the energy to defend myself to someone who is clearly a hypocrite: browsing my bareback blog and then denouncing unprotected sex.
You wrote “you’re mother” instead of “your mother.” Is it safe to say you’re the stupid one now? Get off my blog. I have your email and IP address
Again, sorry guys, some people are just fucking retarded.
frickin frack
15 Apr 10 at 9:55 pm
Yes, you have a fake email address and my IP address which I have no idea what you could possibly do with? What- tell the internet police I am leaving comments on your public blog? Oh no, please don’t. As far as reading your blog- I am writing a story about bugchasers. Not in the least interested in leading your twisted life style, just want to exploit it so as to draw attention to my talents. Thanks.
ps again, my typos don’t make me stupid. But your stupidity does. No more comments for you, just self-righteous disdain.
christopher
17 Apr 10 at 6:23 am
you’re is not a typo, lol.
get over yourself frickin frack.
rawTOP
17 Apr 10 at 6:38 am
For the record “Frickn Frack” lives (or goes to school – not sure which) on Grillo Ct in Pleasanton, CA zip code 94566 and has Comcast as his internet service provider.
Do not be a jerk on this site unless you want your personal information exposed…